Declaration of Death

I gotta a gun.
 Maybe I can't see the sun.
 Drowned in dark lights. 
Agonizing all the night.
Suicide isn't a crime.
It's easier to die than to fight.

 I'd like to die
 I couldn't stand the crying all the time.

 Don't play with the gun.
 Don't do it! it isn't fun.
 it's better run.. 

 I'd like to die
 I can't contain the crying.
to die...
to survive...
it doesn't matter! i wanna die..

 Just one fatal shot.
 Crime against the Laws of God.
Pulled my life off 
 I'm coward and I thought
 Don't blame me if I try!
 Suicide isn't a crime.